Entry from Slack in OYNB

I did not think I would be 46, divorced, childless, 50+ lbs overweight, in a job where I am under-performing, in a house that needs 20k+ repair, in debt, have a failing car, devoid of close friends, issues with family, high degree of social anxiety, and approaching my second year of being single. I drink, game, and binge watch TV because I am stressed, overwhelmed, over sensitive, lonely, depressed, and anxious. I am on Day 6.58.
I am going to post try and post daily to this thread. Depression makes me isolate which exacerbates the loneliness. It will be a challenge to reach out.